Fallen out With a Friend
I have fallen out with a friend, and i am pissed off.
( this is at dinnertime - on the school playground BTW)
It all started when i called him ( stuart) something ( daddy's little wh*re) as a joke. I always tease him and he just puches me , and then we carry on as normal. But i realised i went too far then, ( it was un-intentional; like a spur of the moment how i always tease him). I aploigised twice then, but then he chased me - he is very fast and this time he had a very angry look on his face! I quickly ran in a cicle and then ran straight outa the school gates for dinner- to avoid beatings.
When i returned to school on the same day, I tried to avoid him incase i get hit, but i couldn't since my best friend hangs out with him, and i wanted to talk to him. So when walked up i imediatly got chased off ( but i was able to say sorry twice again). So next break i walked up again, But i got pushed, then kicked very hard on my arse by stuart. Then i got chased again and got puched twice. I decide to avoid him and ,my other friend totally for the remaining lessons.
(TODAY), I normally walk with him too school and back form school. So when morning came, i got ready and left the house. I spotted him ( stuart) behind me and decided to carry on walking - too see what he would do..... Once he caught up he walked off! ahead leaving me behind! ( I thought the guy would off cooled down by now). Once i caught up with him i said:
" hello. Are you still in a mood with me?"
Stuart: " fuck off , i don't wanna walk with you, so get lost"
Me: " why man? please, i said sorry lots of times...come on!"
stuart : " Fuck off "
I just realised he was angry and then just carried on walking to school away from him. I avoided him for most of the day, until maths finished:
I was walking with another friend on the playground, then i saw stuart with his 2 friends ( one of them is also my friend) walking the opposit direction towards me.:
When we were pararllel he got out his hand and pushed me really hard!
me: " what the fuck did you do that for? I didnt do nothin' to you! "
He smirked, and then walked off saying nothing.
I am really angry and depressed now. I didnt go back after dinnertime today. Cause I am that down.. :-(
Ive said sorry countless of times and ment it but he wouldn't listen. He just gets ready to hit me.
I can't even hang out with my other friends because half of my friends ( he hangs out with). So im worried if i go up to them he might start a fight wich i don't wanna do. He is the tallest in year 9 twice the size of me, and pretty big. ( i know it would be a un fair fight ida get beaten).
And now i havn't got anyone to walk to school with , which sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I don't know what to do?!?!?
Personally i think he's acting childish. Ive apoligised lots and he won't listen.
Thank you for reading this extreamally long post!!! Please Help with sensible advice.