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So you want to kill yourself? Is that why you're here? OK, well, I'm sorry you feel that way, I know it can all feel horribly, tremendously wrong. I've been there. I've stared at sharp objects behind fences and wondered what would happen if I were to jump on them and end it all. For about an hour or so at a time. Fun stuff!

Was I the only one who felt this way? The only one who would have such feelings? What can I say, I was a teenager and I thought I was unique. What I was was stuck in a depression that was eating me alive even as I found it to be so comfy in its absoluteness. Fortunately it was a phase that I was able to put behind myself with a conscious effort.

My friend Paul wasn't so lucky. He fought his depression several times over for a couple decades. After a long battle he chose to fight alone, he took his own life. He wasn't the easiest guy to know, but at his best he could make me laugh and think about all sorts of new ideas for hours on end. I still miss Paul even though it's been over 10 years since we last hung out. This Instructable is for him.

Important Note: If you or a friend are considering suicide please call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline 1-800-273-TALK (8255). It is free and confidential and they know a LOT more about this stuff than I do.

This is published in support of World Suicide Prevention Day.
 
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HassanA85 hours ago
I think I am going to meet youer guy in the hell

umm...... i'm thinking to do this over and over.....
but still confuse...... will i do it ??

jasminemmar18 hours ago
-sigh-21 hours ago
I have twice failed miserably at suicide attempts. Both from intentional overdose. One landed me in a trauma center. That was 10 years ago. Now I wish with all my heart it things had ended that night. I already suffer from almost debilitating depression and anxiety which adds to my suicidal want. My career came to a screeching halt last Friday. I have enough money saved for two months of bills. I will then lose my home, my cars, everything. My kids will.literally be homeless. I have no hope at replacing my career given the rural area in which I live. I can't even get a fucking job pumping gas. I am the epitome of worthless. There is no point in remaining alive. If I make it look like an accident.....perhaps deliberately wreck my car at a crazy high speed....before tomorrow is over, at least my husband and kids can collect on my life insurance. I just want to die.
Stoner6923 hours ago
I feel like dieing cause there are so many thing that I am doing that making me sad??
yosephw1 month ago

i'm not saying i'm going to commit suicide but i'm thinking about it, and its because of my parents. what do you do when you feel you want to kill yourself because of your parents?

GTFO from your house and start a new life :D

i want to because of my dad i love him and everything and i have fun with him but when he gets angry he takes it all out on me and i tell him all the time and he says hell change but he nevet does so im thinking about it too
Wow it seem like alotof people is because of there parents. Just like me

I felt the same way today. They called me useless and good for nothing. I don't how much I can deal with this but I try to block it out of the way

Same thing here. Because of my parents i just dont have a life and feel numb. I dont know if thats the same for you but i know this sounds weird but im saying this so you know your not on your own.

Hi.Im 14 and i want to kill my self because no body love me and Im ugly and skinny

I have a depression. i was good at drawing and math but now i don't want anything.I just want to die without pain and i hate my family

145janae made it!2 days ago
I look at this and this and think
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What do u guys think of my lyrics?

"You Took Your Life Away."
I can't seem to find my place,
with you gone,yeah,It seems like it was
yesterday when took you took your
life away,Oh, yeah,

The pain you left behind,my
broken heart,the memories of you,
And the tears I shed for you never
goes away,

It hurts, it kills me to know
That your gone, to know
That you won't be by my side
Anymore,

So I ask myself every single day
And night, who will I turn to when
I'm all alone? Who will hold me
Telling me that everything will
Be all right?

I can't seem to find my place,
With you gone, I don't know how
much I can take with out you,
I need you now, more then ever,
[4x]

I can't seem to find my place,
With you gone,It seems like it w
as yesterday whenYou took your
life away, oh, yeah

I don't know what to do,
Anymore, I can't feel you
Here with me any more,

So I ask myself every single
day and night, who will I
Turn to when I'm all alone?
Who will hold me, telling
Me that everything will
Be all right?

The pain you left behind,
My broken heart, the
memories of you,
And the tears I shed for
you never goes away,

It hurts, it kills me
To know that your that
Your gone, to know
That you won't be by my side
Anymore,

Yeah, I can't seem to
find my place with you
Gone,yeah, it seems like
It was yesterday when
You took your life away.

Lyrics by:Annabel Del Bosque.
December12, 2014





Nice lyrics i started making a beat but i failed lol

Gr8 song would love to hear the tune

Hey I'm in 8th grade right now add I wanna kill myself from the the way I'm seeing things my life has no meaning an anonymous you may all think I'm still young an I don't know what's best for me but I've been through thing most people never have To! To start with I've been raped by my grandfather an my next door neighbour an no matter what I do at home or in school nothing is ever right I wanna tell my mum but every time I try I'm scared I feel dirty an ashamed like it was my Fault! Nobody understands me a and what I've been through even though I'm only 12 xxx

I am 12 and I have been bullied and put down by other people like my parents. And I understand you. Don't feel scared just tell Mum openly. I am sure you are not a dirty person. I commend you for taking the first step of asking for advice. There is hope

I hate when people bully others like stop that just putting someone down when your no better than them i feel if you have something bad to say keep it inside. Please shut yhose evil voices out you matter to me
Look i dont know you but you matter alot to me because we both have something i common wanting to kill ourselves and feeling down and because i know how it feels like know one cares about you please live

that is the same way I feel my mom said that she hate me if you could imagined how that made me felt but I feel sorry for and I am 10 in 6thgrade but is how I feel I feel like why am I still living but there is no point of life for I try my best to my parents so proud but it never seem to work

I felt that way on November 8th ,2014.

They caught me with glass in my pocket I was going to cut myself on my arm on the vein, but I didn't. They sent me to the counsellor and I knew I was in trouble I should have just ran away, u know, I mean even if I didn't go they would have looked for me anyways so I don't see what the point of making a run for it would do. They asked me how I was feeling and I lied to them, I told them that I was fine but we both knew I wasn't fine.

They asked me again and it took me a moment to awnser them, but I told them I wasn't fine. I told them that I was going to hurt my self.

They told me that they needed to check me for any more piece of glass just to make sure for my safety and there's. And then a lady came in the office and told me to stand up I asked why and she said that she needed to check me for glass.

So I did stand up she checked me and asked what I had in my pocket, I told her it was glass, she told me to try and take it out and I tryed but then she told me to stop cuz she was afred I was going to cut myself on purpose. Because I was wearing skinny jeans.

And she found a lot of glass in my pocket. And then she called my consoller into the office and told her what she had found on me, then they called the school police into the office and told them what had happened.

And from there the school police took me to there office and said that I couldn't leave the office with out them following me to make sure I don't try to kill myself because I was in their custody. And then they made a report about that and called my mom and told her what had happened. My mom came over to the school and walked inside their office. And I could see the pain in her eye's, and I knew right there and then that I hurt her BAD. They made a call to the hospital.

And then they called a police officer from out of the district to transport me over there.

And now I am so thankful that they helped me right away befor I could kill myself.

First off, it is not your fault you need to tell someone so you get help. If you cannot talk to your mom talk to the school counselor or another friend. Someone needs to know. mother myself, I would want to know. Your Parents job is to protect you and to keep you safe. I am so sorry for you and I wish you the best.
ok, when I was in the eight grade I wanted to kill myself too and for the same reasons as you just with different people, but now I am about to graduate high school and go to collage:) just trust me it will get better I promise! if you can't get through the day then listen to music, write down how you feel, or go for a walk to clear your head. just trust me it will all get better ok? if you need someone to talk to and you can tell me anything I will try to help you through it all. you can email me if you want at shilohindy4@gmail.com okay? just know that there are people out there that care about you and that want you to be alive.
Just why,.. Get good grades after that go into the woods with eveything you need die that way with a falcon by your side
I still feel that way to people bully me because my mom died when I was 7 now I'm 12
I still feel that way to people bully me because my mom died when I was 7 now I'm 12
I felt that way in late February 2015 and the cops took me away to lock me up
SamuelS63 days ago

I am 12 and I tried to kill myself today and I still want to some how. I just want my life to end

SamuelS63 days ago

Same here I have the same problem I feel like killing myself

Sometimes i just want to find a gun a say just "eff" it all and kill myself

but you wouldnt do it i know

same life sucks

lol kill your self no one cares

stfu you piece of trash

go for traveling,

maybe you can find peace during your travel....

DeadWalker8 days ago

When I was only 16, I slit my wrist. I ended up in a mental hospital. Then, when released, my best friend killed herself. I spent a decade romantically un-involved and feel the need to love and be loved. Three years ago, my sister overdosed on a prescription drug cocktail. I am now 77 years old, and i just know that i will lose my virginity soon. My son wants to hook me up with a 121 year old fox, but I am through with older women. I tried to get the wrinkles out of my nether-region, using botox, and now i fear that i am unable to have kids. The doctor just gave me an extra month to live. I lost my car, house, and all of my possessions when Vesuvius erupted. On top of that, my insurance company won't cover me, because they think volcanoes are a myth.

you are pathetic

On the bright...... ........Sighed

if there is pain there is no gain

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