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SIRJAMES09

  • Date JoinedDec 30, 2009

Orangeboard

sunshiine2 years ago
Thank you sooooooooooo much! I do love nature! This is beautiful! I came right home after picking it up from the Post Office and hung it in our apricot tree! It even made my tree smile! You are so kind. I hope you took pictures of how you made it. This would make a great instructable! I took a picture to post here so you will never forget my gratitude! Hope your day is splendorous! ((huggs))
Sunshiine
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sunshiine3 years ago
I came to see your new Instructables! Where is it?????
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scoochmaroo2 years ago
How's it going on your first Instructable? Any inspiration/help I can provide?
SIRJAMES09 (author)  scoochmaroo2 years ago
right now my biggest problem is motivation........or rather not motivation but motion....or lack there of. :(

I was doing good till I ran out of batteries for the camera...I learned the hard way that regular(non rechargeable)batteries just do not last in a digital camera....so I bought rechargable batteries & now that they are all charged & ready to work, I'm finding it hard to get off my lazy butt & finish whst I started.... 8(
Times like this makes me hate my life....
Go easy! Everyone has times like that. Be gentle with yourself and you'll get there. When I'm beating up on myself sometimes, I try to think about whether or not I would say the same things to a small child. Then I change my rhetoric. It's shocking how horrible we can be to ourselves!
SIRJAMES09 (author)  scoochmaroo2 years ago
you have no idea how badly I want to do this, but for those of us diagnosed with depression, every little task cab be a major undertaking....and not just every now & then but daily...some times hourly....and some times still, moment by moment is like trying to walk in a class 5 hurricane....1 step forward & 20 - 30 steps back...


I really try not to show it, but every day for me is a struggle....that is why I will never be able to live alone...this depression has driven me to several suicide attempts, and I know that it's best for me to never live alone...

I believe that Allah(swt) has plans for me(that can be the ONLY reason why I'm still here), so I must do my best to keep him near & do my best to stay focused on his will not mine(easier said than done).

right now, I am being pushed in a closet (figuratively speaking) & my computer is shoved in there with me...I come from an abusive family(emotionally & psychologically abusive...not physically) so it's hard for me to stand up for myself...especially since from day 1 you have had it pounded in your head that you are nothing but white trash... 8=(

I mean, I know that I'm not white trash because my pharmacist asked me out on a date... and it did not seem to matter that I'm just a lonely old poor boy from the wrong side f the tracks...it did not seem to matter. 8)

I'm sorry, I'm babbling again,,,,8(

Anyway, TY for asking & TY for the encouragement to get off my butt & get moving on this Ible. I know I'm not the most exciting guy around, but I can only hope I didn't bore you to tears...

James
onrust3 years ago
You made my day today. I'm into keeping myself busy as well and I thought I was going to have a boring day off. I hope you enjoy Flickr as much as mysely. You can definitely stay busy there and also do stuff like I did to my avatar. Good luck and I'm looking forward to seeing what you come up with :)
SIRJAMES09 (author)  onrust3 years ago
TY Again Sir...