Often feel like a cheesy character in a bad soap opera. My self-inflicted struggle of which path to choose (the society/parent approved, responsible, secure, yet lacking in thrill path vs the spontaneous, daring, exciting, but often abound with negative repercussions path) leaves me in an almost perpetual state of angst. Love diversity, hate judgment, like to laugh at myself, will argue my opinions and beliefs tirelessly but appreciate others' perspectives and will not hesitate to admit when I …