I am SO tired.... Answered
I am just SO tired of not being able to be who I am.
If I am kind to children, I become a molester,
if I let my feelings go with free reign, am outlandish
if I don't let my feelings out, I am unfeeling,
if I speak the truth, I am a heratic
if I hold on to fantasy, I am bonkers.
If I talk about who I am, what I am, people don't want to hear it, and eventually deny it altogether;
so I can NEVER be who I am around most people... (obviously "around" means in person).
I can't win.
Can ANYONE on line truly know me, in any real capacity ? Can anyone have experienced the tremendous struggles I have
with sensory overload? Can any of you REALLY know how much I struggle day in and day out to not become cynical like the
tv character HOUSE ?
I mean, really ?